SB - PJ - SA - SB

Semalam aku on leave, ada hal di Putrajaya. Urusan settled dalam pukul 2 pm. Penat dan lapar. En K dah la baru je balik pagi tadi, baru habis dismantle. Kesian juga kat dia, tapi tu la...dah la bawa kiddos juga, ni En K la punya suggestion. Lepas settle, kitorang ke Shah Alam pulak. Ingatkan nak pegi Space U8, tapi sms Abby dan Muni dua2 pun x jawab, so malas nak cari, last sekali kitorang ke SACC Mall aje. Terus cari restoran sebab lapar sangat....pagi tadi breakfast cincai aje. Pilih-pilih last skali ktrg masuk Uncle K Kopitiam. En K order Nasi Beriani Daging, aku lak order Nasi Khabsah Kambing. Haqimie order roti canai je. Sedap Nasi Khabsah tu, lagi sedap dari yang pernah aku makan kat restoran nasi arab yang real punya.

Lepas tu jenjalan ke Giant kejap, cari bahan-bahan nak buat marble cake untuk Yong yang mengorder since malam esok aku akan balik kg, mak nak stay kat rumah Yong pulak. Tapi hari ni cuaca sangat mendung, tapi sangat panas...dan aku sekarang pun tengah sakit kepala. Nak buat kek ni kena buat malam ni, esok tak sempat, sbb lepas balik keje terus nak bertolak.

Memula ingatkan nak buat carrot cake sama, tapi rasanya tak larat kot....

Meroti lagi

Semalam meroti garlic roll resepi Puan Azlita lagi, tapi kali ni aku improvise sikit dengan penambahan emplex (pelembut roti) dan susu tepung. Final resultnya, rasa dan tekstur tak lari sangat dari version asal. So, I guess whether u add emplex and milk powder or not, the result will be almost the same. Semalam buat 2 adunan, sebab nak bawa ke ofis as breakfast. Nak bagi kengkawan rasa...and to hear their comments so that I can improve in future. Semalam jugak, I added tuna flakes as the filling alongside the usual garlic butter. I also sprinkled some chopped sliced cheese on top of the dough. So nama kena tukar la kepada Tuna Garlic Rolls.

Meroti ni semalam. Habis bakar lebih kurang 12 tengah malam dah. Haqimie dan En K dah belasah satu sorang dulu.

Pagi ni, bangun awal sebab nak buat kuah kari untuk dicicah dengan roti. Memula nak buat kari daging, tapi tengok daging macam sikit, nanti tak cukup pulak nak bawa ke ofis. So, decide gantikan dengan telur rebus.

Lepas tu, tengok-tengok ada pulak kueytiow belum masak. Sebelum jadi tak elok, sebab dah beli 2 hari lepas kot, elok la aku goreng. Since ayam semua pun keras beku lagi, aku decide bubuh sliced sausage ngan sliced crabsticks aje. Lepas tu, masukkan kucai, sawi dan tauge. Tauhu pun aku letak jugak sebagai ganti kepada telur. Tanak la bubuh telur lagi, kan dah ada kari telur rebus.

Sampai ofis, kitorang breakfast ramai-ramai. Alhamdulillah...

Lunch 16.12.12

Dari semalam lagi dah set nak masak nasi ayam. Tapi pagi ni ubah fikiran nak buat nasi carrot. Pastu nak buat ayam goreng berempah. Resepi main taram aje, ikut kreativiti. Nasib baik menjadi dan dapat pujian dari kiddos. Even mak pun makan bertambah. Tanya En K pulak, dia kata sedap. So, basically sedap la kan, even Rayyan makan nasi dengan sup pun 2 mangkuk (mangkuk dia la)...kira banyak la tu...

Saturday's Story

Semalam dapat Saturday off, so mmg stay kat rumah la pagi-pagi. En K keje tapi dia kata nak masuk pkl 11. Pagi tu untuk breakfast, memula nak buat maggi goreng, tapi masa godek2 fridge, terjumpa ada lagi durian balance hari tu. So, buat cucur durian aje la.

Tengah hari pulak, buat ikan cencaru masak kicap, tempoyak bilis dan petai resepi Sherry, cendawan masak lemak udang. Nak dekat pukul 3 baru lunch.

Sambil-sambil masak tu pulak, datang pulak idea nak buat pulut panggang. So buat la, 1st time pon, dok google resepi merata.

IKAN CENCARU MASAK KICAP

Olahan: mrskojiwami

Bahan-bahan:
1 ekor ikan cencaru - digoreng dan diketepikan
2 sudu besar kicap manis
1 sudu besar sos tomato
1 sudu besar sos tiram
Minyak untuk menumis
*Tiada tambahan garam/gula

Bahan-bahan dikisar:
10 batang cili kering
1 biji bawang besar
2 ulas bawang putih
1/2 cm belacan

Cara-cara:
Panaskan minyak dan tumis bahan kisar hingga pecah minyak.
Masukkan kicap, sos tiram dan sos tomato, tumis lagi.
Masukkan sedikit air dan masak hingga kuah pekat.
Tuan kuah ke atas ikan yang telah digoreng.

Haqimie's Birthday

My eldest son is going to be an 8-year-old boy on Friday. He already asked me to bake him a butter cake (originally he asked for carrot cake, but since he tasted my butter cake the other day, he changed his mind). Well, for me ok je since butter cake is one of the easiest cake to make after all. I already bought some of the ingredients when we went out for groceries' shopping and topped with some other on Thursday when I went out for lunch with my colleagues.

On Friday, mmg rasa macam nak holiday ke apa, serious malas nak wat keje, rasa lagi lembab dari siput. Abby boring la kan, sbb tetiba Mr W bagi dia keje, design box. En K siap ponteng lagi, malas. Aku pon kalau diikutkan mmg la malas. Tapi pergi juga, sbb kan dah janji wat potluck. Aku bangun awal pagi, dok menumis bahan nak wat daging dendeng tu. Tapi, I told En K that I planned nak amik time off, around 4 something. Sebabnya nak pegi cari hadiah utk Haqimie, pastu leh balik awal to bake the cake before we went out for dinner. Haqimie requested nak makan kat Vicchuda dan opah lak sudi belanja ::wink::. Dia siap create event kat FB lagi birthday dia makan kat Vicchuda.

Time potluck, masing-masing makan menambah, siap amik resepi dari Sherry lagi. Lepas makan, bertambah la malas nak giler nak wat keje. Mrs J pulak mmg tak masuk, Mrs C pulak half day, wah memang macam nak raya la. Spoil cuma Mr W, Mr A ada.

Sherry bawa tempoyak bilis, aku bawa daging dendeng, Muni masak nasi, Abby bawa air kotak, Flora minta Julie2 belikan buah2an, Julie2 beli aiskrim. Aku ada bawa jugak Puding Roti Pelangi tu, licin, Hajar siap kata dia tak sempat rasa pon. Huhu..nanti la aku wat lagi.

Oh ya, akhirnya tudung yang I thought dah MIA tu sampai jugak pada aku. Ceritanya, pagi tu aku dah bising2 kat Poslaju call centre, komplen la pasal how come diorang boleh let go je org tulis no phone instead of IC no ngan company stamp kan. Siap mintak nama posmen, of coz la diorang x bagi, tapi aku geram. Diorang kata diorang akan wat siasatan. Alih-alih lepas lunch tu, Fanny datang bagi, dia kata actually takde org sign pon...hmm macam mana tu....? Anyway, alhamdulillah, dapat jugak tudung tu.

So, dalam pukul 3.45 pm aku sms Mrs J, kata nak amik time off. Fuh, nasib baik dia reply OK....jeles je bebudak tu aku balik awal, ngeh. En K dah ada kat bawah time tu, aku dah pesan awal2 tak payah bawak Haqimie dan Qayyum. Lepas amik Rayyan kat nursery, ktrg terus ke 1U, ingat nak guna voucher Isetan yang En K dapat time annual dinner tu, malangnya takde yang diaim. So ktrg pegi ke Toys'Rus, monopoly ada tapi takde diskaun, so pegi AEON lak, ada tapi diskaun 10% je, jadi la..beli terus. Lepas tu, terus shot balik rumah.

Sampai je, terus ke dapur, sediakan bhn2 nak buat kek, terus buat. Kek siap lebih kurang pkl 9 pm, tak sempat nak sejukkan pun, Haqimie dah tak sabar nak potong. So aku pun hias secara ekspres, tuang Hershey's Chocolate Sauce keliling kek, pastu tgh2 letak fresh strawberries. Pacak lilin 8 btg, nyalakan, nyanyi2 tiup lilin potong sorang sikit merasa, terus ktrg ke Vicchuda pulak. Hujan time tu.

Order ikan kerapu masak pedas, sup ekor, En K order nasi goreng USA sbb Qayyum suka, mak pulak nak lidah masak kicap. Alhamdulillah, ikan kerapu punya la besar. Kalau aku tau, aku request yg sedang aje. Total RM85. Aku tanya ikan kerapu tu berapa, dia kata RM55. Hoho mahalnya...

Balik rumah Haqimie buka hadiah, suka dia dapat Monopoly Cuti2 Malaysia. En K bagi jam Casio.

Well, that's my Friday's story.

[Emo] Tudung itu bukan milikku

Haha...alkisahnya, last week aku ada purchased sehelai tudung yang mmg aku suka sangat designnya, tudung instant syria kaler hitam. Aku beli kat sini, HLS. So, it was scheduled to arrive on Tuesday la kan. Tapi, yang aku dapat hari Selasa tu, hanya satu parcel Poslaju sahaja that is silicone cake mould yang aku beli kat 1001shoppe. So, takpe la, maybe esok kot...aku kata dalam hati. Tapi hari Rabu pon still x npk bayang. So, aku pon email la pada HLS, diorang bagi tracking no for me to check dalam Poslaju website. Aku check, tgk status delivered. Hmm...tapi takde pon kan. So aku check ngan Fanny, admin ktrg dia kata hari Selasa tu mmg satu parcel sahaja utk aku. Takpe, aku call Poslaju Centre. Diorang kata mmg parcel dah delivered dan disign oleh seseorang bernama seperti aku. Well, pelik ni. Normally kalau parcel smp kat ofis, either Cindy/Fanny akan received then diorang akan terus pass kat aku. So, mmg aku takde doubt ttg itu.

So aku pon kontek la HLS balik, diorang pon tolong aku call Poslaju Centre. Nak dijadikan cerita, bila aku minta receiving proof dari PL, diorang kata hanya pengirim yang boleh request. So aku mintak tlg HLS mintakkan. HLS mintak, diorang kata dalam masa 3 hari baru leh fax. Dan masalahnya adalah, PL kata, consignment tu disign oleh AKU tapi tak provide IC no, just provide NO HP aku which is aku rasa ridiculous coz bukan ke syarat menerima either IC No atau company stamp? Ni dah macam violation ni. HLS tu pon komplen la benda yang sama kat PL. Geramnya aku....maknanya benda ni dah sampai pada satu unknown party yang sukaria received barang aku, dan dgn senang2 posmen tu tak check kot, let go je barang aku tanpa check betul ke dah isi IC/company stamp. No HP tu sah2 la dia boleh copy terus dari parcel tu kan.... adoi la...tensen aku pikir....

Tapi.........................aku redha je la....mmg bukan rezeki aku kot tudung tu....ralat mmg ralat, tapi nak wat cemana kan......moga tudung tu bermanfaat la pada sesiapa yang pakai....uhuhuh...

Perintah berkurung dah tamat

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya tamat juga perintah berkurung. Officially yesterday was the 44th day. Walaupun takde la 100% ikut amalan tradisional, tapi sengsara jugak la. Baru la lega dapat pakai bermuda dalam rumah, kalau tak berkedup aje, dah la panas skang ni walaupun mendung sepanjang hari.

Heavennya tadi dapat gak merasa sambal belacan sikit. Perggh...macam tak penah makan sambal belacan. Tapi tak berani jugak nak makan beria sangat, takut efeknya kat baby, mamanya takpe, belasah aje. Kot baby la tak tahan pulak.

One month's jab

Early in the morning dah bersiap ke KD Paya Jaras for Rayyan's one month's jab. Last Monday kan x jadi, diorang suruh datang hari ni. New experience for me coz I've never been in a KD before. Pergi awal bukan apa, takut ramai dan lambat.

Tapi, amazingly, tak ramai orang langsung. Trainee nurses ramai la. Pastu parents/patients termasuk ktrg dalam 3-4 orang je. Tapi tetap lambat. Huhu.

Memula sampai, En K gi daftar. Aku duduk la. Tetiba sorang trainee datang suruh aku letak baby kat baby area then dia suruh aku amik urine. What? Aku bukan pregnant, or am I looked pregnant, dalam hati la ni. Anw, aku tanya dia sekali lagi, test air kencing? Dia kata haah. Aku pun pegi je la, mmg prosedur macam tu kot (seriously, after two previous post-natals, never I'd been asked to take urine anymore, tu aku cam blur sket ni). Dia kata urine normal, means takde gula or protein (cam urine test masa pregnancy check-up tu). Okey. Duduk balik.

Then, another nurse passed me the baby together with a small cut-out paper, with some info about the baby. Apparently, berat Rayyan bertambah 700+- gm and length dia bertambah 2 cm.

Since aku takde record kat KD ni, nama aku last skali dipanggil even tho kalau ikut turutan sepatutnya aku no 3. I assumed la, but never mind, whatever. (Actually aku dah plan, kalau KD ni ramai giler org, I'll go to Pusrawi or klinik India kat area umah aku tu).

So, senior nurse tu tanya about the baby, about me. Dia tanya darah nifas ada lagi ke, baby minum susu apa, ada masalah. Aku cakap hidung baby selalu mcm tersumbat, dia kata itu normal, maybe alah dengan kipas, unless dia nampak macam tak leh bernafas, then kena pegi hosp cepat2. Then, she pricked my middle finger for some blood (seriously govt hosp/klinik mmg byk kena cucuk la...). Then masuk ke bilik lagi satu utk cucuk baby. Menjerit la my Rayyan kejap, tapi lepas tu dia tidur balik, wah tak sakit ke? Until now, dia still tido padahal belum mandi pagi. Aku malas la nak mandikan pukul 7 pg tadi, sebab takut dia demam, terkejut mandi awal sangat. As far as I'm concern, Rayyan ni macam x tahan sejuk sgt.

So, next appointment will be on 18th July 2011.

Minum petang

Sepanjang berpantang ni, menu breakfast/tea time sama ada roti kosong ngan susu pekat, atau jem, atau Milo semata-mata atau kalau mak rajin, dia akan buatkan cucur ikan bilis. Utk yg lain, cucur udang. Mak kata kuih yang dibolehkan jenis yang flour-based, mcm tepung talam ke dan seangkatan dengannya. Malangnya aku tak gemar kuih yang manis-manis, aku prefer savoury, cam karipap ke, popia ke kan, tapi tak boleh. So dapat cucur ikan bilis tu pun dah nikmat tak terkata. Air lak, selain air suam ngan air halia tu, aku juz minum kopi o atau Milo je (tapi kan kengkadang aku belasah jugak Nescafe Tarik 3 in 1 tu, tak leh tahan, hik, pastu cam nyesal). Hari tu masa pegi umah yong tu, hai teringinnya teh tarik. Tapi apakan daya. Padahal ada je oat 3 in 1, tapi dah dasar tekak tak leh terima, peram je dalam kabinet.

Petang ni, sbb hari Ahad, En K ada kat umah, dia dok proses amenda ntah kat backyard tu, so dgn inisiatif sendiri, aku pun buat la cucur ikan bilis. Tapi versi malas punya. Rayyan lak meragam sbb BCG dia cam menanah, pelik lak aku, dah sebulan baru nak bengkak dan menanah. Ke aku ada silap makan.

CUCUR IKAN BILIS


Bahan-bahan:
3 senduk tepung gandum
1 senduk air panas
Serbuk kunyit
Garam

Dikisar:
Segenggam ikan bilis
1 biji bawang besar
1 biji cili merah
1 biji cili hijau

Cara membuatnya:
Gaul kesemua bahan hingga sebati dan tidak terlalu cair (nanti serap minyak). Jemput-jemputkan dan goreng hingga kuning.

31 days

Lunch hari ni sungguh boring. Makan ikan gelama goreng & peria masak asam jek, tak sempat nak abiskan nasi pun, Rayyan dah meragam nak susu, dengan si Qayyum pun nak kena suap. Utk diorang yang tak berpantang tu, aku masakkan udang masak tomato, tapi takde daun sup. Takpe la, asal sempat sudah.

Suppose semalam bawa Rayyan ke klinik for his one month's jab, tapi since En K dah 3 hari mc, plus hari Khamis tu EL, dia x sihat, so semalam dia masuk keje, takkan nak EL lagi kan. So this Monday la bawa Rayyan ke klinik. Beza 2-3 hari takpe kan.

Semalam aku makan banyak, maybe sbb hujan dan masak sambal tumis ikan bilis (minus belacan and sos tiram), rasa macam dah lama x makan normal food. So hari ni akan try kurangkan dose makanan. Bagus jugak tadi tak abis makan. Tak leh buat sambal ikan bilis dah, naya cam ni. Overdose.

13 more days to go.

Confinement - Day 12

Okay, first 3 days I was in the ward, there's nothing much I can do but to eat whatever they served me, which includes ikan cencaru (jacket fish), chicken, fried rice, eggs. OMG. Nasib baik takde pulak sakit-sakit, bisa-bisa badan. I've to eat bcoz mak tak sempat nak masakkan utk En Koji anta pada aku. And since I was bf my baby, so tahap kelaparan tu agak melampau. Nak tak nak terpaksa makan jugak, dahaga tak payah cakap la, aku bukan jenis minum air suam or makan roti krim jagung, but since tak tahan, berbotol jugak air suam aku minum, siap sms En Koji belikan roti jagung.

Day 4 (after discharged), mak masakkan asam rebus ikan kerisi kot (tak ingat la), alamak tak ingat la, yang aku ingat mak ada masakkan asam rebus ikan haruan (requested by me, bcoz I tak lalu makan sup ikan haruan). Ikan haruan tu Nyah yang bawakkan masa dia datang melawat cuti Hari Wesak ari tu. Ayam ada makan jugak, ayam kampung goreng. I read somewhere, makan cuka utk kecutkan rahim, so ada satu hari tu aku request nak makan ikan masak cuka. So mak buatkan, cuka tu ekceli takde la rasa sangat. Tapi kan malam tu, perut aku kembung pastu sakit berdenyut-denyut kat dalam, maybe tempat kena jahit tu. Sapu Minyak Herbanika NR banyak kali pun x jalan, adoi...I guess cuka tu kalau orang bersalin normal ok kot, kalau czer tak leh kot. Or maybe it was just me yang tak tahan. Rendang daging pun ada gak makan.

Like yesterday, mak dah goreng ikan merah. Tapi aku macam alamak takkan ikan goreng je kan, so aku bukak la buku Resepi Berpantang (Alaf 21), buat la ikan masak asam jawa or something la. Turn out horror, tak sedap langsung, hahah. Tapi terpaksa habiskan, kalau tak membazir, lagi pun aku takde lauk lain.

But for the last few days, my diet secara rutin adalah:

Breakfast: 2 keping roti Gardenia + susu pekat/jem strawberry/plain + 1 mug Milo + 2 scoop Enfamama

Lunch: 1 mangkuk nasi putih, 1 jenis lauk, ulam-ulaman (pegaga/raja/selom/peria katak)

Teatime: Kopi O/Milo

Dinner: Sama macam lunch.

Duh boring x yah cakap la, tapi what to do, makan saja, otherwise lapar, perut masuk angin lak. Sian baby.

Tadi mak buat rendang daging.

Tapi yg bestnya, aku ni kena pantang, tapi En Koji request aku masakkan ikan mayong masak lemak la, ketam masak lemak la, ikan sembilang kari la. Sabar je la, diorang makan best-best.

i am now a mother of 3 (sons)

Trivia:

7 May 2011 (Sat)

Hari last bekerja sebelum start my maternity leave on Monday. Cadangnya Monday tu nak rehat la b4 admit ke wad the next day. My czer was scheduled on 11/5/11. Handover my job to whom it may concern.

8 May 2011 (Sun)

Sempat lagi ke Pasar Borong Selayang beli stok ikan dan sayur utk berpantang. Walaupun sebenarnya x berapa larat dah, tapi sbb kena pimpin mak terpaksa la pegi jua.

9 May 2011 (Mon)

Rehat kat rumah je. Qayyum pun dah start cuti dari taska. Juz En Koji anta Qimie ke taska since dia kena sekolah kan. En Koji keje. Dalam pagi2 buta tu rasa macam ada contractions tapi aku pun confuse juga, contractions ke pun, sbb kalau ikutkan EDD 25/5/11, so hari ni baru nak masuk 10/5/11 kan, so aku abaikan aje la.

10 May 2011 (Tue)

Contractions still ada. Lepas breakfast nasi goreng (x abis pun), En Koji anta aku ke HSB. Pas daftar semua, naik ke Wad 6B, tapi unfortunately nurse kat situ kata, skang takde katil kosong, fully occupied. Aku kata saya mmg suppose masuk wad hari ni. Dia suruh aku ke Dewan Bersalin pulak. Nanti bila ada katil kosong baru dia anta naik atas. Pulak. So ke DB. Sampai sana, diorang lak confuse knp aku ke situ, aku pun explain la nurse kat Wad 6B tu kata apa. So, dia pun daftarkan kemasukan aku, sempat lagi nurse tu cakap, biasalah kat sini, walaupun ada appointment kadang2 jadi juga macam ni. Okey la, redha je la. Dia suruh aku masuk wad kat dalam tu, ramainya patients menunggu masa. Scary lak aku rasa. Baru duduk kejap, nama aku dipanggil, masuk dalam CTG room. Dah lama tu, doc datang check, dia kata kenapa graph aku x cantik, dia takut jantung baby lemah. Aku pun bg tau dia, aku rasa macam ada contractions. Each medic staff yang approach aku sure tanya naper aku kena czer utk kali ketiga, dan setiap kali tu la aku explain sbb yang 2 lagi tu pun czer. So dia suruh aku ke open ward lak, masuk air, then diorang akan check CTG once again. Sambil tunggu air abis tu, aku sempat lagi baca buku Shopaholic Ties the Knot by Sophie Kinsella. Wah, macam nak duduk santai kat hotel gayanya. Org lain sumer dah keluh kesah ke sana ke mari menahan contractions, aku leh lak baca novel, tapi sakit jugak.

Ada sorang doc lelaki stopped by, tanya gitu gini kat doc perempuan tadi, then aku cakap ada contractions, dia dok gelak2, ingat aku main2 ke apa. Then, diorang wat CTG sekali lagi. Ada sorang nurse datang check perut dan dia konfemkan aku ada contractions every 10 minutes. Huhu. Doc perempuan tadi tu mintak izin nak check dilation, terkejut dia kata ni dah 4 cm. Aku pun terkejut jugak.

Dia panggil lak sorang doc Cina lelaki. Doc tu scan my tummy, then dia pun mintak izin nak check bukaan, dia kata dah 5 cm la! Cam kelakar lak diorang semua kelam kabut, kata she's in labour, can't wait until give birth, must call the OT to prepare. Then doc tu explain la apa yang akan dilakukan, darah beku and all. Then bagitau pasal ikat saluran peranakan, aku cakap me and hubby agreed already. Then diorang suruh sign few forms and call hubby. Aku call En Koji, bagi tau ari ni jugak kena czer sbb dah ada bukaan 5 cm. Terkejut dia, terus amik cuti, asalnya 1/2 day je.

So, diorang pun siapkan la aku pakai baju OT, then masukkan urine tube (ouch!), sambil tu tunggu OT panggil sbb OT pun full. Aduh dugaan sungguh, dah la contractions. Asal elektif czer, jadi jugak emergency czer, just like the other 2 pregnancies.

Lama jugak menunggu, dalam pukul 3.15 pm kot, baru la diorang tolak ke OT (Tingkat 3 kot). Sebelum tu diorang suruh aku telan white liquid (sumpah rasa macam sabun), masa kat Pusrawi dulu takde lak aku kena minum menda ni. Dah masuk area OT, kena tunggu lagi. Lama pastu, ada la nurse datang, tanya kenapa kali ni tak pegi swasta? Aku jawab sbb kali ni dah tau kena czer. Dia tanya tu takde la sounded annoying ke apa, maybe curious je kot. Dia explain kat aku pasal bius separuh badan, then terus tolak masuk ke OT 4.

Start la aku trembling. Masa Qayyum dulu pun aku menggigil. Pasrah je la diorang 'naked'kan aku, hahah. Then masa nak cucuk tulang belakang, leh lak 2-3 kali tak lepas2. Duh. Pastu lama jugak bius tu amik masa, kalau dulu skali cucuk terus rasa kebas. Takpe la, janji kebas sudah. Then, lapik macam2 jenis kain, hadang muka aku, then diorang pun start, rasa la scalpel tu berjalan, perut kena godak bagai, tapi tak rasa sakit la. Sambil tu aku dengar diorang sembang, pasal anak la, pasal apa la. Then dengar suara baby menangis, time tu rasa syukur sgt. Nurse tu datang kat aku, tanya aku jantina, aku jawab boy, then dia bagi aku cium baby, masa tu rasa nak nangis, sob. Then diorang bawak baby ke mana ntah, tinggal la mama dia kena jahit balik. Doc yang operate aku tanya, konfem ke nak ikat ni, umur awak muda lagi, rahim pun ok lagi, kalau nak lagi sorang, tak payah la ikat dulu. Duh, ni aku confuse ni. Dia siap cakap, tapi kalau pasni boy jugak, nak tak nak kena ikat jugak. Last2 aku cakap x payah la. Dia pun cakap kalau macam tu lepas ni awak kena fikir nak pakai contraceptive method yang mana. Ye la.

Dah siap czer, aku diletakkan kat waiting area kot dalam 1 jam ada la. Then baru dia anta ke Wad 6C sebab 6B still penuh. Tapi baby still kat nursery. Dalam pukul 7 pm, baru En Koji datang, tanya baby mana? Ada doc kat situ kata muka aku pucat, kena masuk darah katanya.

Tak lama pastu, diorang anta baby. Suka En Koji tengok another hero. Since tak leh makan, tak leh minum, menung aje la kan. Muntah banyak kali jugak, muntah air. Dalam tengah malam, baru minum air suam. Dah boleh bangun (which is amazing, I tot sampai esok still terlantar). Malam tu tak berapa leh tido sbb katil sebelah aku anak dia meragam the whole nite. Bila nak bangun je pening. Last sekali aku mintak nurse tolong carikan contact lenses aku, sbb aku rasa aku pening sbb mata rabun.

Dah subuh, nurse datang, salinkan baju ngan kain, pad semua. Pagi lak, diorang tukarkan cadar. Inject BCG pada baby.

11 May 2011 (Wed)

Breakfast scary. Dia bagi roti 2 keping ngan scrambled eggs. Air susu (bancuh sendiri). Aku just makan sekeping roti cicah susu.

Doc datang check, baru cabut urine tube, then baru la leh ke toilet, aku bantai mandi, x tahan la. Tapi area operate tu lap la betul2 kan.

Try bf baby, siksa juga. Ye la dulu first 2 days mmg baby duduk nursery je, aku rehat je, kali ni kena wat semua skali except mandikan baby.

Lunch, dia bagi ayam berkuah, bubur nasi, sup tauhu, sup sawi. En Koji datang, bawakkan pais ikan tenggiri yang mak masak. Lega. Ayam aku tak sentuh. Takut gatal, just hirup sup sawi.

Teatime, dia bagi susu ngan kuih seri muka, aku tak makan pun, aku minum je.

Dinner lak, bubur nasi, ikan cencaru masak kicap, sup sayur. Aku just makan bubur, kuah kicap without fish and sup sayur.

Mak Ndak, Along, Rahman, Sarina and Sheila datang time petang. Aku tgh dimasukkan darah 1 pain (kena jugak, doc kata aku ada sign anemia). En Koji datang lewat, sbb nak amik Qimie balik sekolah dulu. Aku pesan belikan roti jagung and Milo (bf seriously buat aku lapar and dahaga).

Owh ada surprise, tetiba dapat big basket of flower bouquets plus fruits from Mrs J. Okeh, tenkiu. Terasa glemer sat.

Tengah malam tu, nurse suruh kemas barang, pindah tempat lain sbb ada orang baru czer nak masuk. Aku masuk wad 2 katil (2nd class kot), nama je air-cond, tapi panas. Dan paling tak bes, ada roommate Indon woman yang cakap non-stop walau pun aku dah menunjukkan tanda2 aku nak tido. Ntah hapa2 dia bebel kat aku, pasal orang Melayu suka pakai credit card la, pasal dia suami takde, anak dia masuk NICU, memula aku simpati la jugak, tapi lama2 aku rasa annoying, sbb dia cerita segala mak nenek menda yang aku tak interested, pasal bangla kedai dobi tpt dia keje, pasal kakak yang nak amik anak dia buat anak angkat. Aku dah sleepless sbb baby x nak tidur dalam tempat dia, dia nak aku bf and pegang dia selalu. Last sekali, aku tgk dia x paham2, aku terus tido je sambil dia merapu. Masa tu dah pukul 1 ke 2 pagi. Nasib la kan. Itu pun aku terjaga nak bf baby, dia baru keluar toilet, cakap dia dah 2 jam dalam toilet. Pastu sambung merapu lagi, OMG tolong....!

12 May 2011 (Thurs)

Lepas mandi semua, sambil2 rehat tu, datang lak medic student nak buat exam, diorang kena attend patient, then nanti ada presentation depan lecturer. Aku dapat a male student named Aizat. Menggigil aku tgk dia, ngeh. Takpe la, hopefuli dia pass la exam dia tu ngan subject matternya aku.

Breakfast: Nasi goreng ngan susu. Aku makan selamba je, lapar la.

Yang si Rini (room/ward mate) aku tu, pantang nampak aku jaga asik la nak merapu. Aku buat2 baca novel Shopaholic pun dia still dok tanya aku mcm2. Malas tol aku nak layan. Masa doc wat roundup, aku tanya bila leh discharge (aka saya dah tak tahan nak duduk ngan si Rini ni). Doc kata petang ni. Alhamdulillah, dia bukak plaster then spray kat czer area (pedih sikit).

Lunch: Ikan cencaru masak kari, nasi putih, sup sawi, oren. Aku lapar. Tapi setahu aku ikan cencaru x leh makan. Tapi nak makan apa lak. Rini pun czer juga, dia kata dia okey je makan cencaru masak kicap semalam. So aku pun makan je la tapi ikan tu tak amik byk. Takut jugak kan.

En Koji datang, aku minta dia tanya bila aku leh discharge. Pas nurse bagi bill, dia pegi bayar, then balik umah amik keta (dtg naik moto), bawak mak n qayyum sama. Alhamdulillah. And the bill was less than RM200, byk giler save kan berbanding swasta. Aku bajet paling minimum pun mau cecah RM600-700 kot.

So, officially my new son's name is Rayyan Fahimie, yang roughly speaking bermaksud, kepuasan, bijak dan memahami.

Qayyum's birthday

Happy birthday, Qayyum.

Anyway, yesterday I was on MC. Some kind of food poisoning.

I started felt sick when we were having dinner at Johhny’s Steamboat. At first I thought it’s because the tight inner I wore inside my blouse. But Papa already had diorrhea shortly before that. He said he drank the 100 Plus that was left inside the car the whole day. And I drank that one too. Then, maybe the drink was the culprit then because our two kids didn’t have any problem.

That nite, I can’t sleep well because I had an uneasy stomach. The next morning, while I showered, I puked. Then, I thought I have to get an MC. After Papa and the kids went off, I continued my sleep coz I felt headache. It continued until they came back around 7 pm. But still we have to go out since I have to get an authorized MC from the panel clinic. And also to buy a cake for Qayyum’s birthday to be brought to the nursery.

We went to Giant but no cake shop found. Then we stopped by at DS and I saw Berry’s. I bought a chocolate cheese cake I think. Then we had dinner at KNK. I didn’t each much yesterday, maybe because my stomache still uneasy, I just had some maggi tomyam for lunch and 2 bites of cream bun. All because I want to swallow the pills. At KNK, I took ½ plate beriyani rice, some gravy of fish curry and meat gravy and 1 pc of ikan tenggiri and it cost RM9! Erk. My appetite hadn’t come to normal yet, but luckily my two kids finished it off.

A review: World Cup 2010

I’m not a fan of football. And I’m not going to talk about Spain or Holland/Netherland. I don’t even watched the final and I don’t know who won until En Koji told me that afternoon.

I took a half day on Monday, because I felt so lazy to go to work. But I already bathed and ironed my clothes when I received M’s sms saying that she’s taking a half day. So…I switched on the computer and start facebooking … early in the morning. And I already decided to take a half day. I smsed J at 9.30 a.m. She didn’t reply until one hour later with the saying:

“Noted. Pls be reminded that u have a deadline to meet.”

I didn’t reply.

Movie: The Twilight Saga (Eclipse)

I don’t know why I always felt a bit disappointed (afterwards) when I watched all the three movies. Maybe, still, they were not up to my (high) expectations kot. Such a turn down to me anyway. Maybe I really hope the storyline will be much the same as they were in the novels. I expected Breaking Dawn next year also will be my another disappointment.

I love the storyline in the novels but not when they were interpreted into movies. I understand that somehow they need to be altered here and there, but don’t know la. Maybe I’ll feel better if I watched the movies first before I read the novels.

And for me, in Eclipse there were too much talking, kissing, and flash backs. Quite boring. And thank God the tickets were all free, otherwise I’ll felt wasted. Might as well I wait for the DVD to come out. The vampires’ actions not too much to be watched. And I don’t like the fact that they changed Victoria’s character to someone too cute for a full-of-revenge vampire. I think they should have stick to the original Victoria. Her face much more suitable for an angry vampire. And did they changed Rosalie’s character too? I think she was a different person in the first sequel.

Movie: Toy Story 3

I never watched the first 2 movies, and I don't really into cartoons unless the ones from my childhood days like Smurf, My Name is Jem, and so on. But since I have two boys who loves cartoons so much, we went to watch Toy Story 3 at TCM. RM22 for all 4 of us. Great bargain. Ate at this café (3 cafes combined), I ate Teriyaki NZ Beef with rice and vege (nice), En Koji ate Nasi Ayam shared with Qayyum (and En Koji said it was sedap, which I think ok mmg sedap coz En Koji is not the ‘café’ type person so it must be really sedap then). Haqimie had Hailam Meehoon which I think also sedap la kot based on his concentration on that food.) And En Koji ordered Eggs Fried Rice which he said sedap also. So, it’s really worth coz I’m the one who paid for the dinner.

*Image by Google

Overall, I never imagined that Toy Story 3 is such a great movie, at least to me coz I’m not a cartoon lover. But this movie is good, I laughed all the way and cried also, sedih la near-ending dia. At first I thought, alamak am I gonna watch cartoons? Haha… but seriously, recommended.

Anyways, works as always, hectic and headache. Got to finish the whole English Y6 by next week. She rushed us all with exception in F’s case. She’s so special indeed. She can always drag her deadline whenever she feel like to.

When I was gossiping with M yesterday’s evening near her car, suddenly I saw J at her car. Alamak, so we changed our subject quickly, and J called for me and told me that she’s going to watch Eclipse. So, me being covered up, asked her did she get her tix already? She said she bought it already last Sunday. Then she offered me to buy the tickets coz if she’s using her CC she can get 'buy 2 free 2' tix (which I think quite interesting but Cineleisure is not my fave cinema). Then, I said nevermind. She offered me again and again. When En Koji arrived, I told him about that and he said why not? So, embarrassed as I am, I sms J and asked her to buy the tix for me. Hahaha…what a shame. So, we got the tix for tonite’s show at 10 pm. Yeah 10 pm and probably ends by 12 am and tomorrow is Saturday and I’m working. Definitely great.

Hmm, J called me just now. She handed me some stuffs and also the tix. I gave her the money but she said she belanja me. She thought I’ll be going with my friends but when I said I’m gonna bring my sons along, she said, really aah? Yes, of coz, (I hope they can behave themselves though)..ahahah. Well thanx for belanja anyway. But all those came with some tazkirah (a short one) from her.

J: Sh** u know la rite, we are going to rush this project, if u think you can’t cope up, pls arrange ur time, whether u come early or stayback….

Duh…

Me: Hmm, I’ll see to it…(then cepat2 blah, before her ‘tazkirah’ become ‘ear candy’).

Well, yeay…am gonna watch Eclipse for sure tonite (or Edward to be specific). And I really hope the kiddos will behave, they should be.

Had lunch at Naina Mohamed KD with M and we met AM there. Sat at the same table (he asked us anyway), and we talked none other than office matters. I bought for them coz since J didn’t want me to pay for the tix, so I belanja them la. Amal jariah once in a while. Anyway, to me this mamak restaurant is very different from other of its kind. It’s cheaper and tasty altogether. Very worth for money.

Main layang-layang

Then, since tak dapat ikan kan, so berkemas la nak gerak. I really thought, okay la finally we'll be going home. But...boleh pulak singgah kat padang tempat main layang-layang tu, kat tepi jalan tu, tak ingat la nama dia. Since weekdays kan, takde la ramai orang sangat. Kalau weekends, tgk kereta berderet pun dah surrender nak masuk. Well, kites pon mmg dah sedia ada dalam kereta.

At first, I just let them go without me. I said I'll be waiting in the car, to take some nap to reduce my headache. Tapi kan, cam boring la. So, keluar dari kereta, cari2 jugak mana layang-layang diorang ni. I'm very sure I can find them just by searching for the kite's design, because it's one of a kind - layang-layang pepatung. Tapi tak nampak pun, so I climbed back into the car.

Then, check lagi sekali, ha nampak dah. Terus je la lock kereta then pegi kat diorang. Yang main layang2 En Koji walaupun requested by the kiddos. The kiddos main guling-guling atas rumput. Hmmmppphhh...

MC: But fishing again

Last Tuesday, I was on MC, migraine.

So, since I already got the 'breaking news' I might as well take an MC. Puas hati. Tapi mmg pening kepala pun.

Lepas lunch, keluar then pegi panel clinic to take an MC. And the doctor pon also blur. Aku masuk je, dia tanya, kenapa? Aku kata migraine. Then, dia terus sound, last week u baru je datang, migraine jugak. Aku cam blur, bila pulak aku datang. As far as I can remember, the last time (and also the first time I went to the panel clinic in Sungai Buloh was few months back, long time ago). Usually I'll go KD punya panel clinic. The doctor tu beria-ria kata aku datang last week, siap tunjuk my medical report card lagi...aku dalam migraine2 tu pon tengok la, haaa bakat editor terpendam ada dalam diri aku ni, aku terus je dapat detect the mistake.

Aku pon sound la the doc, doctor....that was in 2009... (the date was 8 June 2009), kalau tengok 8 June mmg la looked like last week. And the doctor of course la malu, say sorry and all. Nasib baik dia kap lam ya nga, kalau tak sure u can see him blushing one...

Then, dia pon termalu alah kan, sambil check blood pressure, dia mumbled...2009...

Then, dah dapat MC, I thought nak balik rumah la rehat ke apa. En Koji as usual la, unpredictable. Tetiba aku tengok dia menuju ke arah Batu Caves, seterusnya ke Ulu Yam. Aku pun tanya, nak gi pancing ke ni. Dia sengih-sengih.

Aku cakap, migraine pun tak hilang lagi dah la amik MC, leh lak pegi Ulu Yam, fishing.

En Koji mmg dah siap2 bawa basikal utk Haqimie, so sambil dia fishing the kiddos main basikal. But in the end, all three of them, duduk kat tepi sungai. Tapi ikan takde...penat juga ada.

Boring

Pelik kan, dulu masa belum masuk streamyx rajin giler nak update blog, gigih mengarang kat office semua, tapi bila dah ada line, malas la pulak, blank takde idea nak cerita apa, i don't really care whether there are people out there who wants to read my blog, coz I'm blogging just to satisfy myself... tapi kan tu la lately memang takde rasa nak blog langsung, gambar all ada je, tapi malas nak upload, streamyx kat rumah ni mostly untuk facebooking or searching recipes, or reading friends' blogs, other peoples' blog, and the most important task will always be Maybank2u la kan especially di awal bulan...

Tapi for the past few days ni ada je benda yang membuatkan aku migraine. 

Sabar....